death

death is an inevitable and eventual step of life. its the end of the project 'life'. but like other projects we do not celebrate the completion. although its known that death is certain but every body wants to avoid this step. it can be a prepared step . when we start perceiving the life as a timebound project its easy. we can get prepared.  everything has eventuality in this world. the day , the night, the seasons, even the planets and stars have eventuality including all live life forms, so is our human life. 
now the celebration can begun if we know what is the meaning of our life. 
why are we here?
there are so much preaching about this question . life is for others , its for wellbeing . its the search of the soul, its the destiny, its the result of an earlier life, its the equation handed over to you by sins and bla bla bla,

but to find the meaning to your life. it is your own search of the meaningful life.

if you can find an answer to this question and satisfy yourself with the answer without the external "provided" answers from others. 

you can celebrate the eventuality of your life form

restrictions dos and dont's

restrictions are one of the most decisions we make all the way thru our life and throughout our life.
we begin with 
what to wear , what not to.
which is language  what to speak what not to
what to choose what not to
which is my favorite color? means otherwise what are the less favority.
which is my religion ? means what other religious paths that i am not going to study or find out
who is  my best friend? means who are other people i am not going to study and find out about them
which is my country? other country's tabulation is automatic. which are my friendly countries which are enemies
which my favorite dish?  what are other foods that i am not going to add in my life
who is the greatest star , film song, music, culture, dress and so on.

we keep on making our life restricted into closed contours. most of our decisions are colored by others thoughts . what my mom says about rice haka noodles, etc. 


they are not the thoughtfully observed ones.


this process of imposing restrictions in quotation form of favorite and not favorite likes and dislikes we make the life complicated.happiness is negotiated on these reservations. freedom is negotiated . and we restrict our life from enjoying most of the things . because we teach ourselves what are the things that i will not be happy with.

we can free ourselves.
from the subsets and circles around everything that we keep on making.

human life is an equation

you have some steps to complete 

1. take birth
2. baby
3. child under parents
4. child coming out
5. puberty
6. adult
7. marriage
8. give birth
9. adage
10. old is gold
11. take death.

every body goes thru these steps and there may be some exceptions like you do not marry or do not give birth. but the equation remains the same to all humans . the order is also the same. 
we all know about this. now its upto us how we enhance the life on every step and find meanings to it. its a known fact that step does come back once you skip to next level.most people can plan in advance for each steps. the people upto 4th steps are to be guided by the parents. and the rest of the steps are guided by the social net.
 i feel that there are some factors or ingredients that affect each step of life.

1. environment you are into like your parents, friends, school etc
2. choices that you make
3. perceptions that you make out
4. unforeseen changes that you come across
5. and most important , the wishes you dream 

mind that discovered themost for us, is least discovered.

the mind has discovered the most for us. but it has been neglected the most. we know little about the mind. mind means thoughts , memories , process charts , the control station for body , what exactly is mind. 

i have been meditating for years and the mind is the subject matter for meditation. the thoughts come to the mind probably for these reasons, 
interests,
concerns,
emotions,
external factors.
what controls the thoughts are narrated in these factors. so if you are interested in cricket match the thoughts will cloud around this. the memories will be clear on this subject.
and you fear about failure in an job interview the mind will precipitate most about the failures into your mind at the time of interview. it will be a fearsome battle to bury these thoughts and freely attend the interview. so when you want to control failure thoughts it is advised that you neglect these thoughts , just forget about the failure or these thoughts will overshadow all other thoughts in your mindspace. thats how the mind works. you want to control a thought and you are concern about it and the mind starts thinking about it more and more and you can not just do away with the thought you want to control. thought may an emotion. 
i have experienced this during my meditation. it is advised to all meditation practitioners that a calm atmosphere is required , this become the concern while meditation. the more peace you think , the more the sounds and disturbances come to your mind. you think about the silence as requirement , a pindrop will start disturbing you , (which otherwise is not even heard ), to overcome this , i started meditation just before my tv set with full sound and with a program that is irritating to me. after some time , it was a miracle that i was able to meditate even in this condition. thats how the mind works. now any sound does not disturb me. 
now let me come back to the basic question , what is the route cause of mind thoughts. what triggers the interests, concerns, emotions , specially when you are meditating. you do not have any external factors also. some unconnected thought pops up into your mind. and you wonder what made this thought to come to your mind and at this point of time. is it the 
chemical reactions
body requirements
cultures and previous thoughts
what is the controlling station. 
thats where the subject becomes the sukshma from the sthoola. it has been the incessant follow through of the thoughts but this does not end anywhere , exactly what makes a thought lets call it interest , concern become the centre point into our mind at a certain point of time. it is said that interest makes the thoughts pop up, but interest in itself is a thought or the collection of thoughts , what triggers a particular interest come to the center stage is not known. it is not known what makes it to come to center stage at a particular point of time irrespective of external factors as well as the internal memories.

moreover what makes these thoughts to go away, is also not known. suddenly you find that they are gone and a different set of thoughts has taken over your mindspace. many a times even you try very hard to remember something it just does not come to your attention. you have everything interests, concerns, external factors, emotions just everything as fuel but the mind engine just does not ignite. you grope very hard to find the right button but it just does not work. 

forgeting is as intriguing as the remembrance.   


it is difficult to understand that the processes are different for forgeting and remembering. 


i have tried the link methods and map methods of memories. but sometimes only sometimes nothing works. 


there are some other issues about mind, like sleep and dream. 

Mile Sur Mera Tumhara

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belief in the system

normally the success and efficiency of the system is calculated as the ratio of resolved cases over reported cases. 
vg.  
resolved case      5        

------------------= ---------=0.5
reported case      10

now let us find out how many cases are reported , just look at another way.

instances reported    10

----------------------=--------= 0.01
instances occurred    1000


now let us combine with the above then the efficiency comes to 
=0.01x0.5 = 0.005


thats how the equation should have to be treated.